In the early 2000s, I was interested in finding a group that studied phenomena that I experienced but could not find an explanation for.
In my diaries, I had so many examples that it was impossible to block, deny or intimidate them.
My wife and my closest were tired of my skepticism and finally said that “The only one who doubts what you are experiencing and communicating is yourself.” Yes, I was the biggest skeptic and searched for evidence or contradictions to dismiss it all. For a period of time, as an excitatory journalist, I arranged meetings with those who were supposed to have the “gift” in the sense and purpose of revealing them. However, it did not work well and I had to realize that there was something that could not be explained by the logic of materialistic science.
Then I received tips on a group of doctors and healthcare professionals who met regularly and in a sense to try and study such phenomena. It was quite a group of just over 25 people. I had decided to keep a low profile. I was curious but also critically reviewing to observe and notice any fraudulent processes such as “cold reading”.
The first thing that distracted was people who had strong need to exhale, their gifts and other people they knew. Well, I wanted to vomit and thought, the only thing interesting at the moment is the ones here and what we are doing right now. I had left some previous groups for similar reasons, people who possibly have something or just believe so strongly and turn their own fantasies into reality. I thought “not now again” but decided to give the group a chance especially as it was the healthcare staff who drove it.
At an upcoming meeting, one of the doctors said everyone would sit down and it would be quiet a short while before we started. He did not talk about the purpose. When he broke the silence, he asked if anyone had anything to tell. And that question wandered around to all around the table. Right away when he called for silence I turned into a transient state and experienced me sailing over the ongoing civil war in Bosnia. From above came a golden sword mount, and first there was a white lily and then a very beautiful red rose growing out from the mount. So I heard for myself:
“Man is so terrified of love that she resolves conflicts by killing each other”.
Immediately there came as a light source from above, an extremely strong beam of light that was filled with signs that sought the earth. When it was my turn, I kept silent first and did not know what to say so I said I saw a flower and then I switched to the next person. The doctor interrupted me and said, “Tell me more!” So I told them more about the flower and the light beam. When everyone had had their say , the doctor spoke of what was done before everyone came. They had cleaned the rooms from all that could be associated with flower and then prepared a telepath test with two objects. One was (peace) blossom the other was a universal light beam with exactly “healing DNA composition” adapted to individual disease. I had thus received both items. The medical team was perplexed. (Published in the book 12 Sinnen (12 Senses), page 208 ff)
Their motives for this study group were never discussed, but I have understood that many in the healthcare industry find that they can obtain information that helps them find the right diagnosis and treatment through inexplicable channels. Certainly you can refer to experience and intuition, but the mediation concerns something much more qualified. Possibly it is “channeling” but I also think otherwise.
However, seeking explanation for such communication is not entirely risk-free. I would later discover a so-called “skeptics group” that seemed to be hard-knocked to kill both applicants and practitioners.
The anti-humanist leaders in Sweden have announced a price, “crystal”, to anyone prepared to provide evidence of such communication as clairvoyance or telepathy. Well, it’s on Wikipedia, so it’s “true”. I have challenged them but they have not accepted the challenge so, like another Canadian bluff maker, they do not assume challenges where they risk getting evidence of such communication that you deny.
Before I discovered this pseudo-skepticism, it appeared that within families there may also be an intolerant and oppressive opposition. The doctor’s wife forced him to choose either to abandon his application or to divorce.
Later I have discovered that this is no unusual reason for family conflicts. A woman who has a great knowledge of the subject and who I wanted to interview was forced to silence by her children in order not to risk the children abandoning their mother.
Another mother of a brain researcher who had to detract not only from her own “gift” but by the son forced to stop hanging out with “friends” interested in studying the phenomenon. And interesting in this is how this mother has to find in turmoil statements to excuse her departure.
In my research that follows “Grounded Theory,” I first collected my own experiences and then proceeded and searched for articles about others that may have had similar. Today, I can safely say that reports from doctors and researchers exceed what is required to validate the phenomena according to the scientific norm. But facts and evidence are not enough for the rigid and perhaps terrified denial.
With me as a benchmark for this kind of denial, I can understand the problem. Even though, with my newly acquired insights, I find it sad. We are so much more than the mindset of the brain.
At the same time, I am so happy and grateful to all the distinguished researchers I met in the search for explanations and one of them is the dermatologist Larry Dossey (pictured above) as I had a ten-year dialogue with many exciting issues that this arouses not least our ability to heal .
This has also pushed a need for a new modern academy that takes advantage of the knowledge and inspires research and development. It has become even more important since the Swedish Royal Academy of Sciences in December 2017 has chosen the skeptic group’s overguru to chair, a brake pad against development and aggressive pursuer.